7 days in the Hospital + 1 Week of Followup Infusions = Cranky Dianne

It is amazing how such a small set back can affect you. After spending a week in the hospital for pneumonia and then a week of antifungal infusions that take a half day to complete, I feel like I am at my wits end. I am tired and cranky. I am back on antianxiety meds to get thru this period. Not sleeping well. So much in such a small amount of time. Clean bill of health from Mayo. Divorce finalized. Kids back in school. Now I need to focus on me. Have spent months dealing with the emotions of the divorce, losing my job, and getting sick. And with the added hurt and anger that were the result of ONE person treating me like absolute shit and having no other excuse except that they haven't been right since their accident. Wtf?!  As much as I sometimes wish this person ill will, I still pray God guides and protects them. I have to find a job. And figure out whether I want to keep my house or move. So much stress.

Please God help me get through this time. I survived cancer. This should be easy, right?  I could use at least 5 years of REALLY REALLY good life with no health issues and return to financial stability. Maybe even date again.